Annoying.

Did you know,
i hate the people who make comments on GMH.

For several reasons:

1. they don't know anything. So stop preaching.

2. Because they only pretend to care,
they give out emails for someone to talk to,
but honestly they're just doing it for selfish reasons.

They're lonely, so they want someone to talk to,
and by talking to someone who needs it,
they can feel good about themselves.

it was never about the person suffering.
It was always about them.

Humans are selfish creatures.

Me?
i'm selfish as well.
But i'm also hateful.
Because i'm only human.

Two Is Company.

Company is overrated.

The need to be with someone is unbacked.
Why do we always seek companionship?
It's useless.
Sure, it's enjoyable.
But it's completely and entirely useless.

I've come to realize that i like being alone.
It's calmer.
It's more peaceful.

You don't have to worry about what others think about you,
because you know that what's important is what you think about yourself.

Before, i was obsessed with making people like me.
I was dumb.
It's only these past few years that i've learned
it doesn't matter.
The only reason i wanted people to like me
was because i didn't like myself.
But now i do.
I'm happy with who i am, and where i am in life.
I'm okay with being me.

It doesn't matter what people think about me.
I know who my real friends are.
They are the ones who care because they choose to.
not because of social status, or for personal gain.
They care, because they want to care.
and in return, i care too.

Maybe this is why i have an over protective nature.
So over protective, that it might be considered borderline unhealthy.
Because it's the people close to me that make me who i am today.
It hurts to see them hurt.
When they hurt, i hurt twice as much,
because i don't know how to stop that pain.

I like to see people smile.
It's something i treasure in life.
Because a smile has the potential to brighten a room
and chase away all the darkness plaguing a person.
I cannot count how many times one person's smile has made my day.
Not because they made me happy,
not because they said something epic-ly awesome,
but because they radiated pure happiness and you could read it in their smile.
To be able to feel an emotion as strongly as that...
It gives me hope in humanity.
A hope that should really no longer exist,
but does so through the smiles of my friends.

Even though i'd rather be alone,
i cannot deny that if this world were devoid of people other than me
i would not be able to be happy.
i would be able to be content and at peace.
but never truly happy.
Because it's through others
that we can experience true happiness, sadness, and pain.

Smile.

Your smile always makes my day :)