Music.

I've resorted back to finding solace in my music.

It's sad to say that i live more in my fantasy world than i do in reality.
Do you know that every moment in my life that i'm not talking, i am dreaming?
I'm dreaming because i've gone past my limit and where i'd rather live a lie and delude myself then acknowledge the truth even though deep down, i know it.

I think that's one of the reasons why i like music so much.
Because every song has an emotion tied to it, and from that emotion, you can dream up so many different realities.
Music is a medium for me and my fantasy world.

I'm hoping that one day i will be able to make my dreams a reality.
And if that's impossible,
then i hope that one day i will be able to play the music that allows others to escape their pain for only a little while and find their own solace.