Empty.

I'm so tired.
Being emotionless is so tiring.

It takes up so much energy to not feel anything. But it's not like i know any other way to cope.

Whenever i don't know how to deal with something, or if i'm hurt by something... i turn off all my emotions.

I just stop feeling.
and it saves me the pain,
but at the same time
It makes me so tired.


Tired of everything.
The desire to just go to sleep and never wake up is incredible.


Some people cry,
Some people scream.

I just turn everything off and become a empty shell.