Thursday, December 8, 2011

Dance To the Music.

I love hugging you. Did you know that? You're not the only one wishing that our hugs last forever.

Did you like my letter? Did you like what was behind door number two (+3+4+5.5)??

I loved watching your reactions as you read my letter.
I loved how when you finished you didn't even say anything; you just opened your arms and i naturally flew into them.

Did i touch your heart? I hope i did.

I'm so happy that i finally got to read your texts too.

I think i loved number 6 the most :), but number 3 was sweet too. I'm definitely looking forward to the second half of two! you stopped right at the good part!

I'll always hug you tightly. I want to protect you, and be protected.

I don't want to be caught by anyone other than you. I'm a picky fish :P I like certain types of bait. I've already looked through the ocean but i didn't like what i found.

Do you smile when you see my name pop up on your phone like i do?
Do you talk to Tyler about me when i'm not around?
Does your face split into a goofy grin when you think of me?
Do you laugh out loud unabashedly when I say/text you something funny?


Do you think, that if we both wish for the same thing at 11:11, we'll get our wish? I'll wish every night, every day if it will come true. I know you wish too.

I love watching you blush. It's really cute. You look absolutely adorable when you try to hide your face.

Remember on Wednesday (2011.12.7) when we sat in HUB talking and debating for hours? You were so embarrassed. It was like watching a little kid. It made my day.

Aren't you glad that you didn't wait until Christmas to give me the text messages? You were 90% sure that i would react in a good way, and you were right. I couldn't stop smiling today. We're almost there; we're sitting at 95% right now. 5 more percent and we'll finally reach that stage that we both are working towards.

I'm excited.

What did you plan for tomorrow?
I don't know where this 'little adventure' of yours will take us.
We're meeting at campus so i suppose it's close by?

Can i hold your hand?
Will you hold mine?


Can i greet you with a hug?
Can that hug last forever?


Can i just stay there in your arms forever?


You told me that you were almost completely sure about me because of our 'eye contact'.
It's not my fault that i love your eyes.
They're a really pretty blue... It reminds me of the sky and the ocean. It reminds me of freedom.

It's funny isn't it?
I've always said how much i love the sky. It makes me happy to see that endless blue. It makes me feel like i'm 'home'.

Your eyes are an exact copy of that.

I usually don't hold eye contact with people very long, but i think i could probably stare at yours forever.

Today when we were walking with your arm around my shoulders and my arm around your waist... it felt right.
Maybe it was because of the height difference that it worked out nicely :P or maybe it was just how it was supposed to be.

When we were walking, i remember having this thought go through my head:

I want to be here to heal the scars in your heart. So even if we don't last forever, I will have healed you enough that so that the next girl can make you happier without your past scars aching.

I want you to be happy.
I want to make you happy.

But I am realistic enough to realize that some things might not last forever.
But I am also optimistic enough to know that some things do.

However long we last, I want to be there for you.

I will do my best to mend your heart.
(The nerd in me right now is screaming 'HEAL!' 'REVIVE!' 'POTION!' and waving a tiny staff around... LOL facepalm)

I also want to say that I absolutely adore your best friend!
I'm so glad you have such good friends...
Tyler is hilarious! He's such a good person... i hope that one day he'll be happy too.

I love how we can joke around. I love how natural it feels to talk to you. I feel like i can tell you just about anything.

I love how you wanted to invite me to red deer.
I want to see your past.
I want to see the people you love.
I want to know you better.


I can't believe that no girl has ever treated you this nice.
I really can't believe it.

I'm sorry, but those girls were stupid.

If you have something precious, treat it like so.

If you don't appreciate what you have, it will eventually slip through your grasp.

Like hell i'm letting you go.
You're precious to me, and i'm going make damned sure you know it.


Who on earth is stupid enough to let go of such an amazing person?


Sorry. I'll stop bashing.


Btw... i really like your cologne. Haha, is that weird?

When you hug me it's really warm. I pretty much melt. (not in a swoony way!)
It's cute how you have the 'strong man' look, yet you have such a weakness for the cold.

I promise next time i'll hug you to warm you up.
Or i'll just make you blush.

One of the two.

Remember today when we were hugging on the couch in sub?
Your neck was so warm. I remember that because i couldn't help but bury my face into your neck.
I felt safe.
I like hugging you.
My arms are the perfect length to wrap around you.
You're at the perfect height too! my head rests nicely on your chest.

I look forward to the day when I can fall asleep to that heartbeat.



Since you told me a little secret, i'll tell you one as well:
My favourite part is when you press your face against my hair and hug me tightly. It makes me feel warm, protected, and adored. It makes me feel like you want to get closer even though it's physically impossible.



I'm Cinderella, and you're Prince charming.
We've finally found each other,
Now we're dancing.

"See the lights; see the party the ball gowns.
See you make your way through the crowd to say hello...
Little did i know
that you were Romeo" - Taylor Swift, "Love Story"

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