Repeat Infinitely.

Haha...
can you believe it?
For the first time since i've put up this ridiculous facade
i actually let loose a few tears.

I'm so tired of dealing with all of this.

I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.



I'm tired of being strong when really all i want to do is crumble.
I'm tired of looking like i don't care when i care more than anyone else.



And i'm especially tired
that this is just a terrible record on repeat.